Hello!!!
i don't believe in introduction as much as i believe in understanding......
Understanding what???
yeah.....isn't this the question....
well lets see.......what is there to understand????
who are you?
who am i???
what do you want????
what can you do???
can i do it???is this the way???
how many ways???
should i???? shouldn't i???
oh my god!!!! i'll just close my eyes and go to sleep now.......hahahahhaha.....
if i still want to know.......if i want to wake......if i want to live......what........????
well...........all that will surface in time......it always does, everything reveals its nature and purpose eventually....doesn't it????? slowly creeping up on us, like an old friend.....slowly.....pacing.....ready for the right moment.....surprise!!!!.....
wake up....hey.....hey......hey......come on.....come on.......it's time!!!!
unraveling.......
the eventuality of now.....of the past, of things happened and happening, a doorway to what will follow......what has followed.
doesn't time have a way of making you see???? indifferent if your ready or not!!!look....do you see.....do you see anything......do you see the ripples????yours.....moving around itself......wave after wave after wave.......everything there quiet.....motionless, except those ripples.......adding on and on and on......going onward and out.....spreading far beyond you.....going further and farther, till you just can't bear it anymore.....seeing how far it has reached, the destruction and devastation its caused......beyond your control.
did i really do all this????!!!! me????!!!! really????!!!!
but......i.......but.......no.......not me.........really??
but i'm the good guy!!!!!
no.......stop......''Enough!!!!''.
no more waves.....no more mindless waves.....ignorant......selfish.....self-centered.....without care......
no me....i....i.....me.....my.....mine....can i????
oh yes!!! you can.........oh yes!!! you will......will it enough.....want it bad enough.......drown into it....go deep....deep enough???? keep going......now??? is it deep??? may be there is more....i can breathe right??? oh yes!!!! lets go some more.
OK??? wait......now????.........wait......let me start.....now.....let me start.it will happen.first...... pay the piper his dues........its done now. wait for him to go away.....wait....everything takes time.....standing where you are.....move forward even, just not towards him again. that business is done, that ends there.and then out.....
out of the dark......baam!!!! you have arrived!!!how??? i wasn't here yesterday.....but i wanted to.....i know this.....somehow....i know this.....it's familiar.....feels like i know......i have known......and then......now????
well..............if i knew, then.........!!!
we can...can't we???? oh yes, we know......we understand.....its familiar right, have faith.....trust this one, its you.....always has been.let go.....it's alright.....its safe......you wouldn't be her otherwise, right??? it pulls you in right then, and we know everything......right then.......you and everything.......the whole existence.
from here on its deciding time.....blue pill or red????
you can choose.....its for you!!!!or........ or has it chosen you??? hmmmmmm...........???
do you actually get to make the choice???? or has it already been made???? is this just a cruel joke??? or.....or did it just then.....just when you were thinking, all simultaneously, like a network, connected.....always ready, waiting.....as you made the choice.....in that moment.......the whole universe in that instant snapped its fingers????whispers.......with a sweet breathe blows the winds of change ever so gently towards you..... saying....."my child......it is done!!!
"tears welling up.....for you.....my seeker.......
"my child needs me......how will i not".
'how will i not.....for i am you and you are i".so,
for my first blog ever.........
Peace & love my friends!!!!
i don't believe in introduction as much as i believe in understanding......
Understanding what???
yeah.....isn't this the question....
well lets see.......what is there to understand????
who are you?
who am i???
what do you want????
what can you do???
can i do it???is this the way???
how many ways???
should i???? shouldn't i???
oh my god!!!! i'll just close my eyes and go to sleep now.......hahahahhaha.....
if i still want to know.......if i want to wake......if i want to live......what........????
well...........all that will surface in time......it always does, everything reveals its nature and purpose eventually....doesn't it????? slowly creeping up on us, like an old friend.....slowly.....pacing.....ready for the right moment.....surprise!!!!.....
wake up....hey.....hey......hey......come on.....come on.......it's time!!!!
unraveling.......
the eventuality of now.....of the past, of things happened and happening, a doorway to what will follow......what has followed.
doesn't time have a way of making you see???? indifferent if your ready or not!!!look....do you see.....do you see anything......do you see the ripples????yours.....moving around itself......wave after wave after wave.......everything there quiet.....motionless, except those ripples.......adding on and on and on......going onward and out.....spreading far beyond you.....going further and farther, till you just can't bear it anymore.....seeing how far it has reached, the destruction and devastation its caused......beyond your control.
did i really do all this????!!!! me????!!!! really????!!!!
but......i.......but.......no.......not me.........really??
but i'm the good guy!!!!!
no.......stop......''Enough!!!!''.
no more waves.....no more mindless waves.....ignorant......selfish.....self-centered.....without care......
no me....i....i.....me.....my.....mine....can i????
oh yes!!! you can.........oh yes!!! you will......will it enough.....want it bad enough.......drown into it....go deep....deep enough???? keep going......now??? is it deep??? may be there is more....i can breathe right??? oh yes!!!! lets go some more.
OK??? wait......now????.........wait......let me start.....now.....let me start.it will happen.first...... pay the piper his dues........its done now. wait for him to go away.....wait....everything takes time.....standing where you are.....move forward even, just not towards him again. that business is done, that ends there.and then out.....
out of the dark......baam!!!! you have arrived!!!how??? i wasn't here yesterday.....but i wanted to.....i know this.....somehow....i know this.....it's familiar.....feels like i know......i have known......and then......now????
well..............if i knew, then.........!!!
we can...can't we???? oh yes, we know......we understand.....its familiar right, have faith.....trust this one, its you.....always has been.let go.....it's alright.....its safe......you wouldn't be her otherwise, right??? it pulls you in right then, and we know everything......right then.......you and everything.......the whole existence.
from here on its deciding time.....blue pill or red????
you can choose.....its for you!!!!or........ or has it chosen you??? hmmmmmm...........???
do you actually get to make the choice???? or has it already been made???? is this just a cruel joke??? or.....or did it just then.....just when you were thinking, all simultaneously, like a network, connected.....always ready, waiting.....as you made the choice.....in that moment.......the whole universe in that instant snapped its fingers????whispers.......with a sweet breathe blows the winds of change ever so gently towards you..... saying....."my child......it is done!!!
"tears welling up.....for you.....my seeker.......
"my child needs me......how will i not".
'how will i not.....for i am you and you are i".so,
for my first blog ever.........
Peace & love my friends!!!!
Beautifully written
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